I can’t love you well

Breathe

Did this just happen again?

My heart spins with confusion.

You said….

I know all too well your words are not true.

Yet, you convince me like it’s the first day.

Years.

On and off.

Turn off.

Take me off the list.

My nature nurtures pain.

Called to heal dark places.

But your darkness covers me.

I can’t.

Love you well, because I am not your remedy.

At the cost of my sanity, I release you.

I can’t love you well.

Complications don’t bring comfort anymore.

I found comfort in my worth.

You’re just not well.

Intended for me.

Open my eyes so I can see.

I am not wrong.

For choosing me.

Love is not an entitlement.

It’s what it takes to be free.

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